This is What It Feels Like

Swirling,
Spinning,
Scratching,

Down
Down
Down.

Sing for the moment,
Or don't sing at all.
Speak now,
Or forever hold your silence!

Skin turning red,
Blotchy and bleeding
From their abuse.

Old scars now,
Dark and light spots
Where I used to pain.

Light shines through the clouds now,
My only worry is my control.